Life in your 20’s feels like a giant comparison game a lot of the time. I think it’s because you often know someone’s starting point: college, high school, early on in their career. So there’s this built in bench mark that we’re able to judge others (read: ourselves) against as we go through this time period in our life that’s full of change, advancing, falling down, getting back up, and repeat.
Graduations, promotions, big moves, engagements, weddings, babies, divorces: they all become this systematic ladder we climb alongside the people we surround ourselves with and care about. And we’re all happy for each other, usually with a heaping side of self-evaluation, jealousy and questioning.
So what happens when something totally unpredictable (well to an extent) and unexpected comes along and quite literally forces everyone to be stuck exactly where they are? What happens when weddings are postponed, graduations are virtual, no one sees your growing bump, you lose your job or you move back across the country to live with you family? Well it’s somewhat of a sudden and un-welcomed evened playing field.
We’re all stripped of our ability to share these life changes with the world, for now, and we all slowly begin to shift back towards the middle as time stands still and we wait.
Now I am well aware of how incredibly fortunate it makes us that these changes are the worst that is happening to us right now, and I am well aware of how incredibly privileged I am that I am not sick nor do I have any loved ones who have been seriously impacted by this insane virus. I do not say that this is an even playing field as a point of misery or out of complaint. I think it’s an important time to stop and look around us.
As this ladder we’re all climbing lays flat on the ground, what do we all really have? Do you have real relationships with people you can count on? Do you still find that you love and are loved no matter where you stood on the comparison pole? Have you found peace in alone time and slowing down? Have you stopped to look inward and recognize where you are in life to yourself and how far you’ve come?
When this “game” of life we’re playing is swept clean, there are few things that truly matter, and it’s not where you stand in comparison to any other human. What’s important is if you’re happy, if you’re growing and if you’re content with who you are.